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Will Caleb Love see the light in Arizona?
Brian Hamilton
Oct 24, 2023
TUCSON, Ariz. — Caleb Love has come to the right place. Or so the universe seemingly insists on this Thursday afternoon. Few college basketball teams choose Motown hits to set the mood, but here at the University of Arizona, “Ain’t No Mountain High Enough” blasts through a skinny sideline speaker before the senior transfer’s arrival for a preseason practice. As he steps onto the McKale Center floor – like actually out of a dark tunnel and into the light – the chorus to another gem kicks in.
Can’t you see that I’m lonely? Rescue me.
It’s a lot. Subtle like an air horn. And it’s not the last of it. One of the most polarizing players in the nation wears a long-sleeved shirt under his workout jersey. Halfway through practice, Love has to flip the jersey from blue to white. The quick change reveals the four words on his base layer for the day: BE BETTER. BE DIFFERENT.
Love drove North Carolina to the national championship game in 2022, most notably as the core culprit in ending Mike Krzyzewski’s career in the Final Four. He crash-landed the following season, one of the fall guys for the drama and inefficacies that dragged the Tar Heels from preseason No. 1 to missing the NCAA Tournament for the first time since 2010. He crawled out of that crater only for a transfer to Michigan to fall through. Finally, he found refuge at Arizona. A last chance to be what he insists he can be.
“I feel like I had to go through that to get to where I am right now, and into the space I’m in right now,” Love says, sitting in a noiseless film room, “as far as mentally being strong and being able to take a punch and punch back. Or take a punch, fall down and get back up.”
The messaging, if nothing else, is consistent.
Now we wait to see who walks out of the desert.
The family honored birthday No. 22 with vegan lasagnas and spaghetti and meatballs at Caruso’s, a restaurant with fourth-generation owners and endless garlic bread. An easy call. The Loves didn’t need to be in Tucson long to know where to get their son good Italian food. “My mom definitely knew what she was doing,” Love says. With his daily 7 a.m. workout looming, the festivities weren’t overly festive and the conversations were light.
They were far, far away from where they expected to be on this day, and simply happy to be there. “I think he was beat down,” says Dennis Love, Caleb’s father. “He’ll never admit it, but he’s my kid, and I know him. It affected him, you know? He’s strong-willed. Determined. But he dealt with it. And he came through.”
College kids are in college athletics by choice, but they’re also flawed and exposed nevertheless. Sometimes they’re Caleb Love walking into head coach Hubert Davis’ office for an individual meeting in March, after three years and 101 games and 1,476 points and one Final Four run at North Carolina, expecting honesty and shared disappointment but encountering something grimmer.
What do you see my future as? Love asks.
I don’t know, Davis replies.
Love later calls his dad, emotionally staggered. He has to figure out where to go after reaching the end.
“It hurt,” Love says now. “It hurt me. Because you put your trust into this coach. After Coach (Roy) Williams leaving, you put your trust in him. I stayed. I could have left and went somewhere else. But I put my trust in him.
“We had some semi-success, and obviously we didn’t win it the first year. And then the second year, things went to shambles. It was like, ‘I’m the same player, Coach. I’m the same player that was on that national championship run.’ And for him to say that, it definitely hit home.”
Love’s player efficiency rating, effective field goal percentage and assist rate all dropped from his sophomore to junior year. But over the previous five months, he’d also been a better shooter from 2-point range and his turnover rate dropped despite his usage increasing. Love understood why people couldn’t get past the woeful 3-point percentage and ponderous shot selection, but he thought those shots were ones the program wanted him to take.
It’s a chore to reconcile doing what you believed you had to do, and getting panned for it. It also led to a reckoning.
“I needed to get better,” Love says, “at not making it hard on myself.”
The Michigan interlude, however, didn’t help. Love’s previous relationship with Wolverines coach Juwan Howard via USA Basketball suggested he could provide a soft transfer landing. “Almost a hug,” as Dennis Love puts it. Love picked out an apartment and shipped some belongings to Ann Arbor. Then the ubiquitous and mysterious Trilly Donovan tweeted that Caleb Love wouldn’t be in a Michigan uniform in 2023-24, which was news to Caleb Love. Then rumors: Michigan wouldn’t accept enough of Love’s credits from North Carolina.
Dennis Love called Howard and asked for clarity. According to Dennis Love, Howard responded that the family had to do what’s best for their son. A non-answer, but a loud-and-clear confirmation that Caleb Love wouldn’t — couldn’t — enroll.
Another end, this time where a beginning was supposed to be. “(Howard) tried his hardest,” Love says. “He said it was out of his hands. It was just like, man, I can’t catch a break.”